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Mar. 12th, 2012 @ 11:14 pm Writer's Block: Girl Scouts' Day
What is your favorite Girl Scout cookie flavor?
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Dec. 31st, 2011 @ 04:18 am Happy New Year!
Current Mood: tiredtired

So I know my journal isn't read by anyone but myself. I don't keep it everyday. I try to update it once a year. I have waited so long that if I don't update now, a whole year will have passed by! Lol.

Firstly, I wish you all a late Merry Christmas! I hope yours was good. I got what I wanted but it didn't feel like Christmas to me. It felt very dreary and dull and boring. Plus my cousins made it very uncomfortable for me, sitting around all surrounding like a bunch of morons. That's what they are. Anyways, Christmas is over, now to New Years!

New Years brings a lot of hope. Some people hope they can find that one kiss at midnight. Some people celebrate with the ones they love. Some try to avoid it and their lives and just get through it. All of these are valid options for a new years celebration.

Some people don't enjoy new years because it seems like they never get anything good during a new year. Some people still celebrate in hopes that this will be the year that changes. Some people just cry at night knowing it'll never happen. New Years can be good or it can be bad.

I know that I have a lot of hope for this new year. I hope to lose weight. I hope to find someone to fall in love with and have them love me back. I hope for my mom to get better. I hope my grandma's eyesight will improve. I hope my cousins will stop being assholes so we can all be together again. I have a lot of hopes. Sadly, I have realizations as well.

My mom is only getting worse, not better. I don't know how many more years I'll have with her before she starts forgetting who I am. My grandmother's eyesight will never improve, she's going blind. She'll never be able to see what I look like skinny, my wedding, my children. I don't know if that'll ever be a possibility. My cousins will never stop being assholes because that's how they're raised. I just hope they don't show-up at the party I go to because I don't want to see them. I don't want my year to have them involved.

I can't make somebody love me. I haven't been able to do that and I don't know if I will, but that one is a possibility. The weight one is in my control. I hope I can make it happen, I'll try my best.

2012 is all even numbers. It's the year I turn 22.

Despite what I wrote above, I have a strange feeling that 2012 will be my year. It'll be the year stuff finally happens for me. We'll see what the future holds.

I wish everyone a safe, happy, and healthy New Year. God Bless.

-Stacey R.-

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Jul. 26th, 2011 @ 11:45 pm PSL?

Looking for kinda an old-school Military psl, circa like 1950's. More in-depth available if interested. I was looking to play Patrick Stump or Brendon Urie. Looking for someone willing to play a Nurse (male or female) love interest and a Buddy, I would also be willing to play a second character opposite the buddy. Semi-realistic to the time frame, lookin for a somewhat lovey story possibly kinda lol. IM me at JonnyReklaw or iBurnVggies428, would love to hear from you!

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Nov. 6th, 2010 @ 05:16 am Messages in Pictures
Current Location: My Bedroom
Current Mood: artisticartistic
Current Music: Rock Ballads Ultimate Collection Commercial

Dreams are not just fantasies. They can be, but that is not all they are.

Dreams can be messages to us. Messages from our subconscious or maybe even messages from beyond, who knows?

Our dreams can tell us things if we know how to read them. The problem is that we don't always know how to read them. We are being told many things in our dreams but we don't always know or even believe them. We are the most susceptible in our dreams. That is when we are the most open, both mentally and spiritually.

Whether we are aware of it or not, we are still always more open in our dreams.

Your mind is a magical thing. Your subconscious allows pictures to appear in your head. How can our dreams create pictures from our childhood with our families? People we don't even remember consciously. Pictures that we're not sure even exist. How can our dreams make them feel so real? How can our minds create something that we don't even know is real? Or it might not even be real. Our dreams can do amazing things, all in the hopes of transferring a message. Maybe the message is to keep your family close or that your family is the most important thing to you...or that it should be. I don't know what the message is just yet, and it's alright if you don't know yet either. It takes time, everyone and every dream is different. Some messages take longer then others to figure out and some can be figured out immediately. Some messages are meant to take a long time because they want to have a long impact on us that stays with us for a long time and keeps impacting us every single day in some way, shape, or form.

Sometimes the dreams can scare us. Sometimes they are meant to scare us. Sometimes they are meant to scare us so that way we stop doing something or refrain from something. Sometimes they can tell us to take a plunge or to go for things.

I personally believe our dreams, when they are not fantasies or imagination, are messages to us. Messages from who, I cannot say. Our loved ones? Our guardian angels? Possibly even just messages from US...messages we are afraid to tell ourselves while we are awake.

If we know how to read our dreams, they can tell us lots of things. Sometimes we know what our dreams mean and we ignore them. It is not a good idea to ignore your dreams. Heed the warning while you still have the chance. Then you will never need to regret not doing something because you ignored your dream.

Keep a journal of your dreams. Remember your dreams and your messages. Whilst you may not understand them at first, each dream may be a continuing message. The dreams can be a long string of one message and it may take time to understand the whole message, but you will get the message eventually. I only hope you aren't smacking yourself afterward because you didn't understand it sooner. The chance is that it will tell you something that you need to know, whether you want to hear it or not.

Keep your dreams as part of your memories.

Heed their warnings, enjoy their fantasies.

Don't push your dreams to the side and forget them.

Be open enough to hear what your dreams are saying.

And please, don't ignore them. You can't do anything worse.


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May. 11th, 2009 @ 05:11 pm Your Melody Sounds As Sweet As The First TIme It Was Sung...
Current Location: Living Room Couch
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Folkin' Around - Panic At The Disco

 Has anyone ever gotten mixe signals? Have you ever gotten the feeling someone likes you but then you think, nah, he's too good for me? It happens a lot. What should be universal signals are really different to everyone in their own way.

Take the word 'Hang' for example. Hang, to a girl, could mean a guy wants to go out but he's too afraid of rejection to ask her out on a date. To the unsuspecting guy, he could simply mean to hang out, watch some TV, drink, just have a good old time. The girl goes and then faces rejection.

Rejection makes us look at ourselves. When we get rejected, does it mean you're not their type or does it mean that they like your personality, but not your body, or they like your eyes but not your ass. How do we define rejection when rejectin can come in so many forms? Well, the nice girls normally finish last. However, the nasty, bitchy girls finish first as long as they have a good body.

There is someone for everyone. There is. When a person finds that special someone, he/she will know. They'll get that feeling in the pit of their stomach. The one that can't be explained. You'll know when you meet that special someone. The only problem is that you might not be their special someone. Some people wait for forever to find love, some people never find it, some people find it easily, and some people pretend to find it for monetary gain and then they get divorced shortly after.

Is it wrong to get a person's hopes up? Is it wrong when you, and your friends, are so sure those secret text messages are flirting? No. Should you feel any less disappointed? No. There's always time and there's always a place. Sometimes things work out, sometimes they dont'. Sometimes they make you depressed, but keep your head held high and be strong.

You are beautiful.

You are gorgeous.

You are talented.

You are smart.

You are funny.

You are a human being and you deserve to be treated like one.

Don't let some asshole make you think otherwise, because the truth is that you are probably wayyy to good for him/her.

It's their loss, NOT yours.

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Jun. 9th, 2008 @ 03:55 am Road Trip
Current Mood: boredbored
Life is like one big road trip.

Just like it takes days and hours to get to your destination, so does it take the same route in life.

It takes us days and hours, months and years, weeks and weeks to get older and to grow. As we drive down this road we learn things.

You just keep driving in that car with the license plate that reads 'LIFE' on it.

Along the way there are some bumps in the road, so technical difficulties. Sometimes those bumps are minor, like a flat tire or a broken headlight. But sometimes those bumps are huge, like a blown-out engine or a really bad car accident. Do you manage to keep going? Yes.

Sometimes you'll get lucky and people will stop to offer their  assistance, these people are known as your friends.

And sometimes you'll get a ticket for going to fast...this is a way of telling you that you need to 'Slow-Down' just a little bit.

As we pass the borders from one state to another, we know we can never go back. We just have to keep moving on...keep pushing on no matter how badly we've run out of gas.

Only you can choose what destination you'll reach and how long it'll take you to get there.

Life is a highway that you'll be riding all your life.

Don't fear the road.

Fear fear itself.
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Oct. 2nd, 2007 @ 12:55 am Bumps in the road...
Current Location: The Fortress of Solitude
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: This Is Too Depressing, Even For Music
Eleanor Roosevelt said two great things. She said, 'No one can make you feel inferior without your consent'. She also said 'You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.' You must do the thing you think you cannot do'. 

Eleanor Roosevelt said some pretty amazing things.

But not everyone can take her advice.

There are people who can stand up tall and tell themselves that they're better. There are, however, lots more people who can't follow that advice.

For some people, they have been conditioned their whole lives. They've been conditioned not to let stuff get to them, and they've been conditioned TO let it get to them.

Just because you get upset doesn't mean you're wothless. Cry all you want. Sit in bed all day. Try not to face the reality of it when the reality is that it's happening. It's happening and you can't do anything about it, so after you've gotten depressed over it, try to just push forward.

Don't let people get rid of your confidence because they're biased. Be who you are, do what you want to do, and never let anyone tell you that it's wrong. Never.
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Sep. 30th, 2007 @ 04:04 am Dreaming and Possibilities
Current Location: My Bedroom
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Hallelujah - Paramore
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As Fall Out Boy once sang, 'You Are The Dreamer and We Are the Dream' leads to a lot of realizations.

People dream. It's natural to want to be something better, something different. Most people don't want to be themselves. Sometimes people dream yet they don't realize what it is really like to walk in another person's shoes.

If you do something because you want to 'Be Famous' or 'Make It Big' or 'Have A Lot Of Money'...well, don't.

Don't do something because you think you'll get Rich and Famous, that's not the reason to do something.

As Good Charlotte once sang (I can't believe I am quoting them right now), 'Lifestyles of the Rich and the Famous, They're always complaining, always complaining'

Just because you think you'll get famous isn't a reason to do something. Okay, sure, you may get famous. Big whoop. Do you really like what you do? Do you really want a job that is going to make you hate what you do, even though everyone else would love you?

When you start things such as a band, for instance, people don't start bands because they want to be famous. They start a band because they love to play. All of the bands that made it big? How many of them do you know of that said 'I want to be in a band because I wanna be rich and famous?'. Now take that number, multiply it by three, and you still won't have anything near what the music industry is today.

Fame is a fickle thing my darlings, don't take it so lightly.

You wish for something...and then you get more then you ever wished for.

Before you decide what to do with your life...follow your heart. If you're going to enjoy it, do it. That's the main thing. If it doesn't earn you a lot of money, oh well. If you love it, then you should do it, it's as simple as that. After all, why would you want to do something you'll be miserable doing anyways?

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